Thursday, 1 March 2012

008. Final Evaluative Blog Post

finale.


I knew that getting back on track once I've come back to Malta would be difficult. There were a few days when I kept wishing I was back in Finland and getting on with everything felt more laborious than it really was. But after two weeks, things seemed to have settled a bit more, though the workload has only gotten worse. Ah, the joy of being a final year student. ;-)

First off, the MINE programme was such an amazing experience, one that I will not forget. It was a multifaceted learning experience that taught me so many different things in various aspects of my personal and academic life. Socially, it allowed me to meet a variety of people with a wide range of personalities and characteristics, all coming from numerous differing backgrounds. It was simply astounding how well such diversity could come together and come up with (in my opinion) a remarkable student-led conference, showcasing everyone's hard works. However, it's not without it's hardships; personalities sometimes clash; too many differing ideas make it hard to reach an agreement; language barriers become too much to overcome at times; the general physical and mental demands of being in an intensive programme. But we have managed to overcome those hurdles and get to the finish line as finishers, if not winners. In addition, I think that we got on pretty well outside the classroom setting, marked by a couple of nights out and activities in the hostel that proved to be great bonding experiences. I've made great friends during my time in Finland and for that, I am so grateful.

Academically, it introduced me to the differing systems of education and Nursing in Europe. It made me consider the way we're being taught in Malta and compare it with the methods of teaching in other countries. The differences we've established in every country was very interesting to me because it made me question the reasons behind these varieties. It made me evaluate my own personal way of learning and whether this coincides with the teaching method being used in my country. I think that if we take this a step further, by examining the way curricula are taught in different countries and why these work for them, we can actually update our own method of teaching that can improve learning and mentoring in our country. It is easy to just stay with old methods because they've been used since the beginning of time, but the way forward is to continually observe and look for ways to improve. I think that the MINE programme is a great tool for such purpose, where we're being exposed to such an array of cultures, lifestyle and way of working. It is an opportunity to assimilate knowledge and methods, as well as contribute one's own experiences and skills.

We also found a number of similarities amongst the six partner countries participating in the programme. The similarities in systems and methods between countries help in the event that one decides to migrate from one place to another, be it for studies or employment. It is a beneficial factor for mobility. However, it does not mean that the differences impede said mobility. It came up in our group discussion for my our digital story making that being introduced to a different system from your own basically makes you more well-rounded as a professional and possibly as a person too. As I've mentioned above, we can adopt the good points we come across and make it part of the already established structure we're working in. I realise that it may sound a bit over-simplified and in practice, it comes with it's own challenges but it's possible. One example that struck me during this discussion is that in Malta and the UK, the Nursing curricula are holistic whilst in Italy the curriculum is more medical based. A student from Italy who would opt to go to either country can benefit from learning a different approach in Nursing and vice versa.

The whole two weeks essentially helped me grasp better the similarities and differences in Nursing across Europe as well as made me see new points which I had not considered before. It also gave me the opportunity to learn more about Nursing across Europe by my interaction with my fellow students and the mentors present during the IP.

MINE can help Erasmus exchanges by giving the participant an idea of how the exchange will be. It can even aid the student in the decision making process - whether to actually to go and where to go -  by speaking to students from other countries present as well as accessing the Wiki site that is made available to participants. An Erasmus exchange student we've met during the IP briefly shared with us his MINE experience and his eventual Erasmus exchange. He said that being part of the MINE programme gave him ample information about the country he had chosen and already having contact in that country helped a lot. I also think that mentors learn a lot from the MINE programme regarding mentoring strategies and such which they can apply in practice. I feel that having a mentor who has participated in such programme can greatly benefit the student assigned to them. MINE can also introduce students to what Erasmus exactly is. Some may go in the IP having only vague ideas of what the exchange entails and come out being more well-informed through interaction and the resources made known/available.

After having finished the IP, I can now appreciate the whole process adopted from start to finish. The patches were useful evaluation tools and also good ways to integrate ourselves with each other and get along with the programme. Having to introduce ourselves on Facebook even before we were due to fly to Finland gave us a small sense of familiarity that helped in our eventual interaction with each other. This is particularly true for me when I was contacted by a delegate from the UK after I posted my introductory post. It turns out that we're both of the same nationality and that was such a pleasant surprise to me. Fast forward to the first day in Finland, we met each other in the hostel's kitchen and promptly hugged each other when we realised who we were. It was such a nice feeling to already "know" someone in the IP who wasn't part of your country's delegation.

I really enjoyed watching each country's videos, introducing themselves and giving us a virtual tour of where they came from. It honestly made me want to visit each of them! Making our own video was fun too, in it's own way. It gave us the opportunity to get to know the other group members, particularly our mentors who we've never met before. The blogging was a little harder to get used to but eventually, we all managed. I find my colleagues' reflections to be inspirational and informative.

I had a wonderful time making the digital story. I whinged, mind you, but I enjoyed it nonetheless. And to see the final edit on the big screen during the conference was very satisfying, knowing that we've all had our share of work in it and exerted every effort to make it as best as we were able. I feel that during the making of the project, certain people naturally assumed the leadership role and others the followers and I think the major factor influencing this was the command of the English language. Those who were more comfortable speaking in English had it easier to express themselves and present their ideas and some tend to just agree. I'm not saying it's a bad thing because in our case, it worked in that we had a few people organising things and delegating tasks. One of the major turning points for me though was during the filming of the final part of the project where we had to have a somewhat spontaneous discussion about the impact of the differences in education students across Europe on nurses' mobility. It was a challenge starting the discussion but once it got going, I found the input from everyone to be valuable and riveting. Even those who initially weren't comfortable speaking English  made substantial contribution during the discussion which allowed us to see different perspectives on the topic.

I was very uncomfortable at first about being separated from the Maltese students during the IP. It's always a bit hard stepping away from your comfort zone and that wasn't any different. But eventually, I've come to appreciate being in a group with the students from other countries. First of all, that was one of the main points of having the IP: to interact and learn from the others. Secondly, the nature of the assessment required each group to have a contribution from each country which naturally we cannot achieve if we just work with our the people from our own country. Lastly, it made making friends much quicker as you're somewhat forced (for the lack of a better term) to socialise with the others.

In conclusion, I think that I've benefited immensely from this IP. I've come to learn so much more about Nursing across Europe and the different mentoring strategies used. The social aspect, in my opinion, was where I learned the most. The other participants willingly shared their experiences and knowledge and I was only too happy to share my own. It allowed me to see things in a different perspective and made me more inquisitive in those two weeks. The fact that there was a medley of different personalities required me to be more open minded and tolerant. It also called for a self-evaluation - I didn't want to end up unknowingly offending anyone. These will be especially helpful in the workplace where I will be put in the same situation.

Thursday, 16 February 2012

007. licence to kill*

Well, we've been warned.

The 'intensive' part of MINE Intensive Programme really does not lie. It's been a hectic past week where everyone is scrambling to get all the work done on time (bar for the little spa/sledging trip and ice hockey match we had last Tuesday which were just wonderful). I noticed that stress and fatigue really do bring out the worst in people. I have been more irritable than usual and my usual exuberance dims down to exhausted silence. I also noticed friction between some people and our frustrations sometimes get the best of us. The journey to getting our work done hasn't been easy and it's not over yet.

The conference is tomorrow and we are more or less ready with everything. Today has been dedicated to putting everything together and tying all the loose ends. Although not all of us has been successful in finishing our digital stories and the run through tonight has been less than ideal, I still think that amidst the panic and worries we're all feeling about tomorrow, we're still quite optimistic about the outcome. We're all working hard for this project and hopefully all our efforts will soon pay off.

Somewhere along the way, my job of opening the conference turned into me hosting the whole thing. It's flattering but very daunting at the same time. I've never emceed an event as big (and as important) as this and I'm afraid of whatever mishaps that may happen. It's not an uncommon worry and almost everyone is concerned about tomorrow to some degree but worrying myself silly won't get me anywhere either (except even more stressed out). I need to believe in my colleagues' confidence in my ability to do this. And the fact that everyone had done their part in trying to make tomorrow a success.

Crossing my fingers that everything runs smoothly tomorrow! 



*This title has nothing to do with this entry. I just couldn't let the opportunity pass to make a James Bond reference, no matter how lame some may find it. ;-)

Saturday, 11 February 2012

006. Evaluating the Wiki

I find the Wiki site to be very helpful especially to students are are considering going for the Erasmus programme at some point during their studies. The site is filled with very important information from what is the Erasmus programme to practical things like lodging rates and cost of daily living. I especially liked the etiquette section. I won't be going on an exchange anymore but reading the different etiquette for each country will definitely come in handy if/when I go and visit. I'm always worried I may be disrespecting other people just because of my unfamiliarity of their culture. So that section in the site caught my attention. (I noticed punctuality as a common point in most countries' etiquette section and couldn't but feel very sheepish for our tardiness the first few days. But rest assured, we're trying our best to be on time now).

Another interesting section for me are the 'Recreation and Social Activities for the Students' section where fun activities and must see places are listed down. Again, seeing as I'm not going for an exchange, my use of it will be more for tourism than anything. But it's still very useful.

I think that aesthetics wise, the wiki page can still improve immensely. Possibly the formatting and the photos used. It also needs to be updated because some things may have changed (especially prices and the bus system in Malta, particularly) over the last year or so.

Friday, 10 February 2012

005. Group work

I haven't been feeling well in the past days. So many contributing factors, really, but today was probably the worse. I felt like I was coming down with the flu and thank goodness the ibuprofen is doing it's job now in keeping the pain away. But in times like these, we have to trudge on.

Today marks the end of the first week of the MINE programme. So many things have happened since Monday when we all just first met each other, only sticking to our own friends because we didn't really know anyone. Half way through, I feel like I've integrated well with the group (admittedly, with some more than the others) and am starting to really enjoy myself even though we've now been given our workload.

And we have our work cut out for ourselves.

I am in group 1 and we have to discuss the differences in the preparation for nursing registration in each of the six countries. We're working with group 2 in tackling this and we've decided that we'll distribute the labour equally between the two groups and then we'll come together in the end to make one whole video.

Working in groups is hard. I've always thought that I do well in group works. Or, at the very least, I manage to work in groups. But this time is a bit more of a challenge. Maybe it's because of the language barrier that some suggestions and thoughts don't come across as well as we want to (this reminds me of our very first ice breaking game on the very first day; we have to arrange ourselves by our birthdays without uttering a single word). It can get frustrating at times because I know we're all trying and we get desperate to understand each other and help each other understand. I have a very good grasp of the English language so expressing myself is easy (comparatively) and I just realised that I sometimes take this for granted which is strange because I often find myself in situations where I have to speak a foreign language to get my point across (note: I sometimes need to speak in Maltese when speaking with patients). Needless to say, I've never been so thankful for Google Translate.

Besides the language barrier though, I think that we've worked well so far. We've allocated points to be tackled to each group and in my group, each member are doing research on their university's entry requirements, etc. for now.

As I've said, group work is hard but not impossible (obviously). I just need to have more patience - with myself and my groupmates - and be more encouraging of others. I realise that making people more comfortable in a group, where they feel they won't be made fun of or judged, will more likely make them speak up and be more participative.

004. Videos

I'm thinking I should be more diligent with blogging. Yes? :D

On the second day of the programme, we had the virtual European tour and European market. These two activities aim to give participants an idea and a taste (literally, too) of other participants' culture and background. It's very interesting for me to learn about the different systems in other countries, have a little tour of their hospital and university, and also have a glimpse to some well-known places in their cities. Each video just gets better and better. Some were funny and even impressive. (Kudos to Laura from the Finnish group who had to run in her jogging costume on a snowy beach whilst it was minus something outside!)

After watching the first video, I realised how different we did ours. We had a completely different idea of what we should include in the video and only when we were watching the other videos that I realise just how different. I cannot help but feel dread that we've done it wrong but in the end, what can I do? It's already there. We had recorded the videos in December and only had vague notions of what we should do. By the time clear instructions were given, the video was already in post-production.


I learned that communication is very important. We tried to be on top of our game by doing things earlier but I think it would have helped to asked exactly what was expected of us. My groupmates might've done this but I didn't know. In any case, a little proactivity from my part can only help. Having said that, I could apply this to my clinical practice as well. In the ward, I think that learning comes by being proactive and trying to communicate with the staff and the patients. It wouldn't do well to just stand in a corner and wait for instructions to be given to you as to what you should do.

To end on a much better note, I think our group did quite well in the European Market. I really enjoyed it and every country's food were delicious!

Tuesday, 7 February 2012

003. Hospital Tour

It's just the third day in the MINE programme but it feels like we've already done a lot.

We were taken on a hospital tour at the Central Hospital of Satakunta (Satakunnan Keskussairaala) where we visited four different wards: two medical wards, Intensive Care Unit and the Accidents and Emergency Department. The hospital itself didn't really strike me in that, I thought it's... normal. It's very interesting to see though, because I immediately take in all the differences I see and compare it to Mater Dei Hospital (the hospital I work my placements in). The one difference that stood out to me is that things here seem to be very well organised. And with further explanation from the nurses giving the tour, I realised why; they have sufficient number of staff working in a ward. The nurse - patient ratio is more or less 1:2 or 1:3 which is a surprise to me and truthfully, I envy. In Malta, one of the main problems in the health care system is the lack of human resources. We are (severely) understaffed that the intended 1:4 nurse - patient ratio becomes 1:6 (and I've worked in a setting where some days the ratio was 1:48 which is just staggering). However, I was told that in London, nurses often take care of up to 8 patients at a time so I guess that in normal circumstances, ours isn't that bad. 

I think that sticking to our 1:4 ratio is very important so that proper nursing care could be given. We work 12-hour shifts and taking care of a lot of patients gets really tiring especially later in the day. Mistakes can easily be made by tired nurses and ever the attitude towards the patients can change. Mater Dei is a state of the art hospital with very good equipments and whatnot but what are equipments and machines without people (who have the correct knowledge and qualifications) to operate them? This isn't just about us, the nurses, and our rest. As I've said, mistakes are more likely to be made and quality of care can go down. Who wants that?

Monday, 30 January 2012

002. are you ready for this?



It's the penultimate day of the first month of the year. I don't hold any special sentiments for it (seeing as I'm still in my pyjamas on my couch, blogging and forcing myself to work - it's just so hard when it's raining outside and I'd rather be cuddled in my bed sleeping or reading a book) except that it means there's only 5 days more until our flight to Helsinki!

I've bought pretty much all the essentials and I should be packing soon. Really kind of excited about that, too. Haha.

I had been in a post-exam mind set the past week (you know, when your brain just completely shuts off after the exams, refusing to take in anymore information and it essentially means productivity is down) so this week I shall be finishing up as much work as I can. (Gas down, as many of my classmates would say). I feel like all I think about these days is my dissertation and it's absolutely dreary, but what can I do? It'll only last till April, and then I can move on to worrying about final exams and placements.

Ah, but tedious academic work aside, I have also been tracking the weather in Pori. Oh my--! So many negatives. Hahahaha! It's intimidating and exciting and I can't wait to see snow! We'll be arriving in Helsinki on Saturday night and the temperature forecast for that day ranges between -13ºC to -19ºC. The warm clothes I'll be bringing shall be put to the test.

Saturday, 7 January 2012

001. introductions



hello!


I have to say that despite the ever growing stress the upcoming exams (and my dissertation) generate, the prospect of going to Finland in less than a month's time keeps me, well, sane. Haha. I know that it's not going to be a walk in the park either and that we're going to have a lot of work to do once we get to Pori. But I can't help but feel excited, especially in meeting everyone. Not to mention, all the snow! I've only seen snow once in my life so it's going to be very interesting. Preparation for the cold is very very crucial, particularly because I get cold easily. So pack all the layers, warm jackets, fleece and a million and one pairs of socks! ;-)

Hope you're all well and I'll see you all in Pori!